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In the past, mathematics and physics were very good, and I was not afraid to travel all over the world; Now, I can't write, and I'm embarrassed wherever I go. ? The old teacher said that writing is a person's underlying logical ability. Unfortunately, I didn't realize it until I was in my thirties.

I can't write, and the embarrassment and pain brought to work and life always impact me. Until now, I am embarrassed to tell others that I am. Yes When? . . Teacher's.

? 1. I'm embarrassed that I can't write.

? In recognition of July 1st, the leader asked me to speak on stage as a representative. On the stage? Talk? After receiving the notice, I immediately blushed, my heart beat and my hands sweated. I told the leader that just let me work and don't talk. I'm not good at speaking in public.

The tone of the leader's comforting command, coupled with the character of not refusing, forced me to bite the bullet and accept the task. There are so many people on and off the stage, thinking about the picture, sweat seeps from their foreheads.

But how to write a speech? So I searched other people's speeches online and pieced them together, but I didn't feel anything after reading them, and I couldn't achieve my satisfactory results. I can't listen to it myself.

? After being a teacher for so many years, I can't write a speech well. It's embarrassing. It's embarrassing.

? Time is pressing, and I can't help it. I also had the cheek to ask my friend to help me revise it. Look at the manuscript sent by friends, which is well-structured, logical and well-worded. Although it was turned upside down, it did express what I wanted to express.

? Why can my friends express what I want to say, but I can't? I feel embarrassed again. I really feel ashamed when I admire my friends.

Jiaozi's embarrassment in the teapot can only be realized by himself.

I can't write, which makes me miserable.

I wrote the following experience at the risk of being scolded.

Seemingly diligent and simple, he was later transferred to the department office to be responsible for the daily administrative work of the department. In addition to dealing with daily affairs, work tasks also include monthly summary, report and press release.

? People who can't write want to do this job. Sweat for me if you don't scold me.

? I feel comfortable in my daily work and have no obstacles in communicating with superiors and subordinates, but I feel great pressure when writing official documents.

Think about the title, arrange the structure and consider the wording. A few hundred words of manuscript, I don't know how many brain cells will be consumed.

? After writing the manuscript, you are not only nervous, but also can be described as trembling.

Leaders cut and change while watching. Later, the leader simply stopped bothering me and wrote it himself. I'm only responsible for uploading.

? Some people say that the leader has done some work for you, and you should be happy. But I think, in its position, if we want to do our work, how can we continue to do so?

? Indeed, there is no need to write a manuscript or spend brain cells, but the pressure and pain in my heart are increasing day by day.

3. Reflection after pain

Why pain, ability is not worthy of desire.

If I can write, my Chinese score in the college entrance examination can be improved by a few points, and maybe I won't miss the ideal university.

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If I can write, when I become a teacher, I can write down my teaching reflections in each class and finally compile a teaching paper, so that the evaluation of professional titles will not be delayed because there are fewer papers than people.

If I can write, I can write standard manuscripts and beautiful copywriting, and I will be much more comfortable in office administration, so that people in middle age will not feel at a loss about what to do next.

If I can write, I can record the children's six-year recovery process and share it with the parents of hearing-impaired children, so that they can reduce their pain and fear and avoid detours on the road of children's recovery.

? If I can write, after giving psychological counseling to students, I can write a case as a summary and promotion of counseling experience in the future.

? I feel like I'm trying to do something. But when people reach middle age, they find that their abilities are not worthy of their desires. Then what ability do I lack?

Now I have found the answer. Writing is the basic ability that I should build at present.

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? 4. Action after reflection

? It's a little late for people in grade four to start learning to write.

? Dan Pisa Moyo said that the best time to plant a tree was ten years ago, followed by now.

Luo Zhenyu gave an example in the New Year speech of Friends of Time. An old woman of 100 said, "I especially regret that I didn't start practicing violin at the age of 60." If I had practiced, I would be a violinist with 40 years' experience now. "

Well, I am practicing calligraphy now, and I write 300 words a day. By the time I am 60, I can write millions of words. So it's not too late to start.

In fact, I have long realized the importance of writing, but I just don't know how to practice.

At first, I felt that I had accumulated too little to write. So I bought a book to read, but I still don't know how to write after reading a lot of books. Writing obstacles can never be overcome.

Perhaps because of my own arrangement, I met Mr. Shi Beichen's deliberate practice writing training camp at the confused crossroads. Here, I know that there are rules to follow in writing, and the obstacles to writing and expression can be overcome. This method is the charming "universal writing method", that is, "viewpoint+case+summary".

If you want to become a butterfly, you must peel the cocoon. The old teacher said that when you are complacent, you are ignorant. When you find that you don't understand this and that, you will panic, but you will start to learn. This is beyond common sense, but this is the true meaning and essence of learning. I want to say that when you feel embarrassed and miserable, when you devote yourself to your study, it is not far from becoming a butterfly.