I feel that 20 18 is already a big surprise. Every time I feel like I'm going to die, I can find new ways to solve my own problems.

For example, when I feel that I want to live a life of eating mud, and I am embarrassed to ask my parents for living expenses, the school subsidies will be distributed. When I thought I would pass some kind of exam, I was disconnected again. When I am worried that my ability is too poor to graduate, I find that I am surrounded by great gods and can take myself to fly (nice).

So don't give up hope at any time. Maybe after a sleep, you will find that this matter can be solved.