When I was a child, my parents were very strict with my only daughter. I was very ill and seldom took part in extracurricular activities. Staying indoors not only made my childhood dull, but also made me timid and withdrawn.
At that time, I was often alone in my room, reading my favorite books and practicing the piano I was good at ... which made me very satisfied and sometimes busy. On the contrary, I resist collective life and even hate it. At school, I seldom talk and make friends on my own initiative. I know my classmates don't like me, so I feel inferior, which leads to loneliness.
Because my mother is a piano teacher, I like the piano better under the influence. On the piano, I can vent my sadness and joy, find my ideal paradise, and most importantly, I can escape from group life.
After entering middle school, I began to feel lonely. Although I win the first prize in almost every piano competition, I hope that besides my parents, my teachers and classmates can share the joy of winning the prize with me. I made great efforts to take the first step of "getting along with people", but I never succeeded.
It was not until the casting day of the historical drama contest that the teachers and classmates entrusted me with the work of the score in the play. I was at a loss for a moment, and my heart was mixed with sorrow and joy. I am very grateful to my teachers and classmates for entrusting me with the important task of grading-a person who has never been gregarious. In order to express my determination to "repent", I spent a lot of time consulting my classmates and carefully selected a beautiful piece of music. In order to make the score of the drama perfect, teachers and classmates all supported my efforts and helped me solve many problems. After repeated rehearsals and recordings, I finally realized the meaning of gregarious. I got a better understanding of my classmates and deepened my understanding. I think this probably doesn't hate me as much as before! ? In the drama competition, our class won the runner-up and the best result. In fact, I don't think I won the prize alone, but the cooperation of the whole class and the concerted efforts of Qi Xin. This spirit of solidarity is really commendable. As a representative of the whole class to receive the award, my mood is of course completely different.
I must forget the "old me" and try to be a "new me". Since group life is so colorful, why do you mind taking the first step-"breaking through yourself and integrating into the community"?