Calm down and think about something, because I just saw an article on the left bank reading "The End of Not the End", which caused a * * * sound. I have been paying attention to the left bank for several years, and I belong to the kind of unknown person who silently pays attention to silently absorbing the essence. Others don't know my existence, and I don't know how much shock and reflection many authors can cause in my heart. Now that I have graduated, it's time to leave some marks on my favorite platform.
Just finished packing the items needed for the upcoming seven-day military training, saying it was military training. In fact, it is the enterprise training for new employees prepared by the unit where I am going to work, but the location is not in the air-conditioned office, but in a military base with a high temperature of about 37 degrees. I am ashamed to say that my university didn't come so smoothly, because I belong to the kind that likes tossing, young and frivolous, and I don't like stability, so I did something different. I will officially go to work tomorrow. This is a rumination before graduation.
Soon after the national examination, there will always be injuries. Like all high school graduates, I am full of expectation and curiosity about the university, so my freshman year is exciting. I take part in all activities, run for the student union, participate in debates and so on. I feel that everything is free, and there is no longer the tension of studying at five o'clock and studying by myself at ten o'clock in the evening. I no longer have the grades I am afraid and looking forward to after the monthly exam, and there are no more Huanggang papers piled up like my height ... Everything is so beautiful that I can't finish reading it every day. Maybe it's the restlessness in my bones, maybe I'm influenced by China Win, or maybe I want to prove that I'm different from others, so I joined the hot trend of "starting a business" in my sophomore year.
That year, I was also keen on education and began to train with a group of like-minded people. For us, there are no teachers, no funds and no projects, but the difficult reality does not seem to weaken our passionate fighting spirit. So, we began to build a platform, start looking for funds, start doing market research, and determine projects ... We groped our way forward. It was a crazy moment. We can pretend to be students from other schools, do market research and collect student information. There is not much money. In order to prevent the cleaning staff from cleaning up our advertisements, we can start cooking in the afternoon, rent a car at the school gate, and put up small advertisements on the street at 12 in the evening (it is really not authentic, but it also hinders reality); We can distribute leaflets around a school in Beijing under the exposure in July; We can fight "tunnel warfare" with the urban management, just because we need to put small tables on the street for publicity. (Now think about it, these can only be experienced, not continued)
That year, what impressed me most about coming from the south was eating steamed bread every day. Before I came to Beijing to go to college, I never knew that I could spend three or four yuan to eat a fried cake for lunch (many of our dorms are in the north); Before starting a business, I never knew that lunch could be more like a steamed bun, a cold dish or an onion (of course, I can't eat onions raw until now)! For me, it was normal for senior high school to spend 300 yuan a week in 400 yuan (not because my family is very good, but because my basic level is the same), but now 300 to 40 1 month is enough, which is also my precious wealth and I know how to save. At that time, whenever I went out to hand out leaflets, I was embarrassed to wear an umbrella and sunglasses from the beginning, and I didn't even wear a hat at the end. In a sense, I am gradually maturing. At that time, every time I handed our little advertisement to others and threw it away, I wanted to go up and beat them up. Even though the cost of this paper is only a dime, the contents above, including typesetting and font selection, are all revised by us one by one. These are all our efforts. How can we waste them in vain? ! So, we picked up our hard work from the ground and the trash can, wiped it clean and sent it out. I used to sleep like a dead pig at night, but now I can stay up for three nights in a row, just for the project plan that I will use soon; I used to buy soup with money at home. Now, as long as you see soup, you should drink a bowl quickly, just because your body consumes too much and you are afraid of being discovered by your family. Once I walked for half an hour, I couldn't walk, and I could walk for an hour or two with a thick leaflet on my back ... There are not a few memories like this. Whenever I recall one by one, I always feel how difficult it is. How can I get here?
That year, a person took care of n times the status. Maybe today he is just a person who goes out to distribute leaflets, tomorrow he will be a consultant teacher, and the day after tomorrow he will become a staff member in charge of personnel recruitment. It changes every day, and it is destined to adapt quickly and grow fast. The second year of personnel recruitment actually inspired me a lot in my life, because I saw different teachers, different lecture styles and different practical experiences. What impressed me the most was a teacher in her fifties, Liu. She said that she came to our side to interview the teacher because she was more professional in listening to my voice on the phone. Actually, for me, what makes me happy is not how much money I earn, but that my growth can be recognized by others. Because I always remember what the junior high school physics teacher said to me, "You are excellent, but don't be flashy!" Maybe when I was in high school, I didn't think about these problems at all, because I was too arrogant, and the brand-new environment of college is no longer labeled because of your past achievements, nor is it a world where everyone knows himself and goes his own way. Let me see someone outside, there is a day behind!
Because I am still young, I try my best to teach a teacher strictly except some common methods, because only when students really learn something can they prove that the teacher is qualified. No matter when, even from kindergarten to graduation, there are no bad students in the pure sense, but they can't meet a good teacher who can read the students' hearts, just like in Good Will Hunting, Will was lucky enough to meet Professor Sean. We often say, "Teacher, preach and teach to solve doubts!" However, how deep is Tao? How to teach? How to solve puzzles? What business is awarded? What is the puzzle? I have always disliked teachers who read by the book, so I may have added some subjective factors to the selection. I think in the interview process, it is not a game, but an exchange, which is a teaching between professional and non-professional. Every applicant, I have given the greatest respect, and ask the other side to give advice. Because it's only a few minutes, if I can learn a lot during the interview and conversation, let alone the future students? Isn't the current business interview just a chat? This society is getting impatient. It is impatient to pretend to be superior with other people's money, as if the interviewer was born inferior? Everyone is equal, even in the interview.
Life is always fair. When I was young, I enjoyed too much happiness. When I was young, I always needed to eat back the bitterness of the past. So I accepted this indifferently. Even if I miss the last bus, I can get on the black car and go back to my dormitory. Even if I get sunstroke, I just call home and tell them that everything is fine. Just like now, I accepted the fragmented team that started fighting within myself because of some achievements and chose to leave. It's not that I didn't try to fix it, but that something has changed, or something that has never been discovered has begun to appear. Seeing that everyone was United like a hemp rope from the beginning, and now they are holding their own interests, so I chose to leave silently. In fact, it was very painful at that time. I didn't argue, not because I was weak, but because I didn't care about interests. Think about when I was 2 1 year old. When you are old, recalling the past should always be warm-hearted, so you care more about love! When I first joined this team, I told myself that what I want to do is not to say how much money I earn, but to prove how far I can go (Left Bank: I understand this, but most people don't. It can be said that everyone has his own interests, but it is only a team, and the core values cannot be changed. Although I chose to leave today, I still have a good relationship with everyone, because I care more about the night of drinking and laughing together, the day and night of building our own office brick by brick, and the steamed bread and rice that I can't wait to break one dollar into twelve. I don't need to be successful in my twenties, nor do I need to be rich in my twenties. What's more, I don't have the ability to make myself like this. What I need is that I have experienced, I have experienced, and I have gained more than that. So, I chose to leave, leaving our unpaid team for a year and leaving my lovely and terrible brothers and sisters. So, when the dispute in your was so fierce that you said you wanted to go to court, I chose to go south alone. Because I tried my best, I went all out, but I found that my strength was so small in the face of desire, even though we agreed to be brothers and sisters.
After using it for a month, I found that I still like noisy, and it didn't change my whole life values because of it. I still love education, am willing to share and am full of optimism. I look at this matter with gratitude. If this were not the case, I would still be the arrogant girl who only talks about grades, the girl who seems to be very determined but actually confused, the girl who likes to associate with a certain type of people only ... the girl who still has many problems but hasn't found them yet.
I dare not say that I will not regret this choice in the future, but at least, I don't regret it! My father always tells me what kind of life to live at what age. I never understood it before. Until now, I began to pick up my past, those beautiful past, so I began to listen carefully, read books, take exams, and study my favorite fields.
I don't like being labeled, I don't like walking into a dead end without knowing how to take a detour, and I don't like talking more and doing less. Sometimes, I don't feel like the post-90 s, because I like to play with the post-80 s and discuss ideas with them; Sometimes I feel that I am really born after 90, and I am confident without any capital, and I know people too well. However, I like my life now. After the exam, I can read The Count of Monte Cristo and Greek Myth Stories and sing whenever I want. As long as my eyes are beautiful, wouldn't the world be beautiful?
On the eve of graduation, I was still discussing what freedom I like, because I want to see more scenery, so I want to move on. Because the little one installed the big world, so leave at once!
If you want to have an unknown person to share with you in an unknown dream, please feel free to contact. My email address is hhbx_li@yahoo. I'm Ji Yun, I'm in Beijing, and you?