Dear teacher:

Hello!

I think skipping class is a very bad behavior, but my sleepiness has overcome my fighting spirit, and I can't get up in bed. I have been self-indulgent since freshman year. Maybe the failure of my freshman year made me unable to stand up again. There is a good saying that those who fail and can't stand up are the real losers. I sometimes wonder if I would be better now if I didn't fight for so much when I was a freshman. I promise here that I won't make any mistakes next time. I always thought it was important to earn money, and only now did I realize that I was getting farther and farther away from success.

I deviated from my original ideal, and I forgot my original intention of coming here. Once, in order to change my destiny, I came here desperate to set goals and dreams, just for a better tomorrow. But now it backfires, and I become what I hate most. It suddenly dawned on me that what I want to think now is to study chemistry well and have a good class. I have always forgotten that only by studying professional knowledge can I find a good job. I have always wanted to reduce the burden on my family, but I don't know that I just wasted my parents' hard work.

I don't want to find any excuse for myself, because if I am wrong, I am wrong. Finding a reason to escape will only get me deeper and deeper. Passing the buck can easily become a habit, and once this habit is formed, it is difficult to change. Absenteeism is not a trivial matter. When the teacher talked to me, I felt ashamed of the teacher and even more ashamed of my family. When I first came to college, I felt that everything was fresh and I felt very energetic. There is nothing I can't do in this world, so I don't strictly demand myself in my life and study, and indulge myself at will.

Like weeds on the wall, the wind will fall on both sides, and you will be busy with anything you are interested in for a while. It always takes three minutes to do things, even the most important study is left behind, and the discipline is lax. This state has been going on, and I didn't feel more awake until now. Some time ago, I seem to have inexplicably entered a state of decadent youth. I don't know if this word is appropriate to describe it. Anyway, I just feel that there is no clear goal in life and the future is very slim. I feel numb every day. I wanted to read a book, but I found that I couldn't read it for a long time. Listen attentively in class, and immediately forget what you just heard after class. I spend every day in chaos.

I want to spend the remaining two years of college life well. I really liked this major before I came to Jishou. Therefore, in the remaining college time, I will study hard and be worthy of myself.

I am here to convey

Salute!

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