She's still the same. We talk on the phone every day and talk for a long time every time, although our dormitory is not so far away. We have endless topics to talk about every day and share our favorite songs. She likes to laugh. At that time, she liked to wear black clothes. She was all black. Now I don't know if she is.
Anyway, sleeping in a bed with a good friend of the opposite sex, nothing happened normally? What should two people do? Normal or not? I do have this problem with her, but we don't have that kind of relationship.
She and I should be the so-called beauty. She has had several boyfriends, and I have had several girlfriends. We are brothers. When she talks about her boyfriend, she will tell each other that I am her brother, and we should be able to accept my existence together. At that time, she and I were not so familiar and had no in-depth communication, but we did regard each other as a very important person.
Sometimes I am ambivalent, knowing that she goes out with her boyfriend will make me jealous (really strange), and I feel a little uncomfortable, but it seems to be temporary, not very serious. Once, when she came back from a date, she called me and said it was raining outside. I said I'd pick you up, so I went out with an umbrella. She said her shoes were wet, and I said I would carry you (she should weigh about 90 kg), so I squatted down, and she lay on my back and hugged my neck. The way back to school is about 500 meters, not a straight road. At that time, the road was still being built at the school gate. At that time, I should have 1 10 kg, which was really tiring nursing. I didn't let go until I carried her to the hall of the teaching building. During this time, I don't know what I talked about, and I forgot it, but even now I think clearly, because it hasn't happened until now.
I thought I liked her only for my friends, but I was wrong.
Once a classmate had a birthday, and she was also her friend (she was not in the same class as me, nor was she a major). In the evening, we ate out and drank a lot. She also drank a lot and felt drunk. I'm wide awake, but I'm dizzy. It was late, and the dormitory was probably locked. We went to the hotel to check in, and several of us were lying in the same bed (clarify here).
The room is quiet and I can't sleep. I looked at her with my eyes open for a long time. At this time, I really can't say how I feel about her. I want to be with her, but I know that she and I can't get along at all, and her criteria for choosing a spouse are not like mine. At this time, I really want to tell her that I like you. I mean it very seriously, not half-jokingly and half-seriously in WeChat, but I can't say it, for fear of losing her.
Just like that, staring at her, for a long time, I kissed her, but I did kiss her.
She probably felt it, too, and turned her head away, her hair blocking her face. I'm completely confused. I'm thinking I shouldn't be found. I'm already asleep. I don't want to think about it. Close your eyes and rest.
The next day, as usual, I can't remember. She doesn't seem to know. Of course, I won't say it's over.
A lot of things happened later, so I will say one more important thing.
That winter, it was very cold, with thick snow and ice. That day, we spoke on the phone. She said that she was playing alone in Central South University that year. I said I'd come, too. She said yes, so I went. She took me to eat potato flour and walked around the school for a while. It's getting late, and I don't know who suggested it. We went to Yuelu Mountain. In fact, it was very late to Yuelu Mountain, and it was all white. I don't remember the date of that day or how dark it was. I only remember that it was dark, and all I could see was the refraction of light hitting the ice in the dark. I don't know when our hands began to hold together.
There is a thick layer of ice on the mountain road, which is slippery and quiet. There seems to be no one but us. We took the path leading to the Love Night Pavilion, which was a bit steep. We almost slipped and held hands, helped each other climb to the love night pavilion, sat for a while, and became frozen dogs. I can't remember the chat during this period, only her smile and scene at that time.
After coming down from Yuelu Mountain, we are ready to go back, holding hands all the time. I remembered that it was Valentine's Day, because it was very late after that day, so we discussed finding a room to rest for one night. We asked many hotels, but there were no rooms, so we decided to look in the hotels near the school and finally found a room.
I was really tired that day, so we went to bed after personal hygiene. To be honest, I'm a little embarrassed. I panicked when they were lying in the same bed. Turn off the light and lie down for a while. She said it was a little cold. I said I wanted to hug you, so I put my arm in the past. I held her and they huddled together to keep warm.
Before I checked in, I didn't think about what I would do to her today, because I didn't dare. I didn't intend to touch her, because I obviously felt that I didn't just like her, and I didn't expect to be with her and establish a relationship. I just want to be by her side, see her every day and chat with her. I am very happy.
At that time, we didn't have boyfriends or girlfriends, and we were all single. )
That night, I was relatively insomnia. I didn't sleep well. I woke up earlier than her in the morning. After a while, she also woke up.
We turned on the TV and lay in bed watching TV. The quilt seems a little thin. I reached into the quilt and held her hand. I can't watch any TV programs at all. My head is in a mess, and my hand has been clinging to it. Suddenly I turned to look at her and said, xx, can I kiss you? She smiled at me and said nothing. So I don't know where I got the courage. I just kissed her on the mouth, but I didn't try. I just rolled over and lay down with a kiss.
At that time, I had no idea what was going on in my head. I didn't look at her after the kiss, and I didn't know what her expression was like. We were still lying relatively, and I held her hand as if nothing had happened.
Later, I left the room and walked on my way back. Before the snow on the road melted, she put her hand into my right hand pocket and I still held her. We have a tacit understanding, too. We didn't mention it.
I am very happy when I play with her at school. I am looking forward to falling in love with her and dreaming of marrying her. Because with her, I feel extremely comfortable, extremely relaxed and extremely happy. But there has always been a gap between us, which is described as "above friends, but not enough lovers", like friends and family, but we are not together.
Later, she asked me on WeChat if I liked her, and I said yes. She said I knew it the first time you kissed me. That night, I felt you kissed me.
It turned out that she knew, but didn't tell me anything. I'm sure she likes me, too, and I haven't expressed myself seriously.
Later, I graduated, and something happened, so we didn't contact again. We had less contact, and then we stopped, although there were qq, WeChat and telephone.
She got married this year. She invited me. I went to her house the night before her wedding and met some friends I knew at her house. I'm very happy for her. I sincerely wish her that she has found the other half of her life and now has a baby. I think the photos are very nice and cute. I hope she gets better and better.
At the time of writing here, Alipay received several messages, which were prompted by an energetic friend. She wrote it. I clicked in and said xx. Guess what I'm doing. She said she didn't know, and I said I was writing something, writing about you.
Well, normal or not? I still don't know.