Historical Review of Sai Ren (1): Some of my favorite songs in the history of Sai Ren.
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Attached is the goddess Na Wei's comment on the history of Sai Ren:
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Author: Ye Mei (from Douban)
Source://Douban /note/656678903/
A broken voice (Dai Weina)
Ye Mei's writing is a combination of historical writing and body writing. From her steep wording, you can hear the broken voice, "the smile of rainstorm" and "the roar in the deep throat". Her rare sense of history is intertwined with an Internet figure, and she is often thrown out with "Song Shi re-embodiment/several half-lives". Her magic lies in exposing the magic, breaking the magic mirror of life and seeing a fierce face. In the cold verse of poetry, the image of a female martyr who is heading for history is vividly portrayed.
As a writer with brain holes and banshee potential, Ye Mei's poems consider the strength and toughness of readers' nerves. It is not easy for male readers to understand thoroughly, and often a "mystery" takes over. She questioned life, just like a condescending housewife, wiping a greasy table and cleaning a trivial floor. Sai Ren, who is stubborn in daily life and confuses navigators with songs, lives in his own body and always wants to show his prototype. So, she returned to her body and felt the world with the touch of her skin. Her female consciousness is like a dagger hidden under words, which is easy to hide, but deep. Her poems, full of electricity, have to be said to be inflamed skulls and silent howls, very intense and very brave. Many poems are even violent, and readers can often see such shocking and painful sentences as "tearing purity is like tearing a person who gives back and keeps promise" and "leading to a non-negotiable retreat and blocking people's mouths". Surprisingly, despite the riots, she still maintained a beautiful rhyme, which made everything conform to her aesthetics. "I must have accidentally closed two places with similar faces. You must close the cliff in the cloud for me." These scattered images and the dismemberment of the soul, no matter how cruel, are done cleanly and beautifully. She wants to peel herself off and face the world, like a stretched fish, so that you can read those beautiful fish bones. When she tried to catch her heart, she swam deftly again. This kind of writing is inherently violent and exclusive. Just like mysterious species themselves, they are unpredictable and have the instinct of rejection. However, after finding the access, she was completely * * * open. She even has the ability to occupy thousands of plateaus in it. Look at this sentence-"The fact is that personal feelings, like an open conch, belong to political issues." Yes, she stood in front of us with the spirit of * * *, showing no weakness. For her, spirit is a kind of sexual politics.
I especially like Ye Mei's intense chapter on women's marriage. Health, girlfriends, and women are hurting in every capital. Sentences such as "She drinks all night and likes/has to get a handful of water from her stomach, when she is in tears" and "She is going to draw her ex-husband's face/every time" are distressing. China literature has a sad tradition, and this "poet's resentment" is inherited from The Book of Songs and Songs of the South. The functions of "Xing, Guan, Qun and Complain" have been brought into play in Ye Mei's poems, while the elements of "Complain" have been innovated. Her "resentment" is no longer a classical sadness, but an attack mode based on her own life experience, full of explosive energy. In a tense sentence, she opened her posture and waited for a fierce battle of life and death. In any case, no one can avoid the desperate roar of women in these poems. The female consciousness in poems such as "I am a girlfriend", "A group of women", "Event" and "Farewell" is full of the sensibility of women in the new era. On the one hand, she writes about women's sadness and pain, on the other hand, she is always tenacious and not afraid of sacrifice. The poet dissected the tragedy. Instead of indulging in the immediate personnel, he replaced it with a great historical vision: "This is all a disparity in love/mismatch with this era". In her works, a woman's injury is equivalent to Jesus being crucified, which is no less than any major history. Such as the poem "The Great Event":
"My whole plan lies in a precise escape.
Once in housework, men, and poetry.
Realize an understanding and gather fire, tolerance and light.
To consume marriage age and fat. "
Or the poem "Confidence":
"Everyone can see that.
She is destroying a love.
Create another kind of love
But she told herself
make no doubt of
So fast
Gorgeous clothes and eccentric behavior,
Bad language, good character.
Actually, it's nothing. "
A poetess whose writing is so tangled is bound to have an uneven fate. And uneven, but also extraordinary. Ye Mei wrote a series of poems on the theme of ancient Greek mythology, and the title alone showed her tolerance and ambition: (1) Galatia; (2) Sai Ren; (3) Jocasta; (4) antigone; ⑤ Persephone. Galatia is the most charming fairy in the sea. She fell in love with a prince named Arcaz and was also loved by Polyphemus, the cyclops. Later, Polyphemus killed Arcaz out of jealousy. Sai Ren is a banshee who seduces sailors with psychedelic songs; Jocasta is the mother of Oedipus. Later, she married Oedipus and gave birth to antigone. Finally, she committed suicide in shame. Persephone was the wife of Hades. These five goddesses all have their own drama destiny, and the name of the group poem is drama. It can be seen that this group of poems by the Greek goddess was written with great effort. Combining the cultural background of ancient Greece with the fate of a new generation of female writers is both ancient and novel. Judging from this group of poems, Ye Mei is the best among this generation of female poets. Poets strive to "forge an excellent relationship between men and women" in their poems, but "people are just the rest of love after all". Every goddess in the poem is the embodiment of the poet's own personality and destiny, even her five personalities split in modern Beijing. We will study every personality, and we will take care of her patiently for our common danger.
Reflection on the History of Sai Ren (Ⅱ): Action is Thought: On Ye Mei's Poetry
From Anniversary to History of Sai Ren, although some articles overlap, we can still see a process of resisting poetics. On the one hand, the poet entered a more political city from the hot and humid south, and had to be involved in the closer relationship between poetry and life, so he had to give up some innocent attitude; On the other hand, the poet's heart may become more and more impatient because of several twists and turns, and the Medea-style poetic image is vividly portrayed in the poet's serious treatment of the world.
Neutrality may be a declaration of the poet's early attitude. At this stage, the poet adopted the writing style of imitating the world. For example, when he was in a hot whirlpool, what he said was "extremely sticky". Sketch also shows this attitude:
"... behind the counter, I saw the priestess kill fish and sacrifice her own life. They wear black rain boots, fasten aprons, throw away fish bellies and take out fish gills and internal organs. They treat fish like a pile of garbage, eager to sell, impatient, as if fish is someone they have no patience to face. Facing a housewife in a hurry, the poet tried his best to take patient and perceptual observation, and his brushwork was like genre painting. Each stroke constitutes a plot that keeps a cautious distance from the described object, so this' priestess' satirizes the life in the sense of words, and also satirizes the words themselves in the sense of life.
Similar positions are also reflected in poems such as the situation map, the island metaphor for her world, the world and so on.
In the history of Sai Ren, there is a gesture of refuting the world. A few months ago, Ye Mei wrote a poem "The Poet I Met", in which she opposed the popular poetic view of "negative freedom", which triggered a wide-ranging debate. It is this indomitable and uncompromising spirit of Amazon struggle that makes his poems a clear record of consciousness.
This change is also reflected in the titles of poems. "Anniversary" is a private anniversary, while "Sai Ren History" is a misappropriation of public myths. My understanding is that this dramatic face seems to imply impersonal efforts, but in fact it is the deepening of private history. In other words, the poet gradually found his ancestors in personality at this stage. From Sai Ren to Jocasta and other mythical figures, these elements, together with the childhood memories of Northeast China implied in Mother's Church and Family Burial, and the South in Island series, constitute the identifiable source of gravity in the poet's private galaxy.
There are some recognizable places in Ye Mei's poems, and I think it is this sense of participation from a personal perspective that is particularly exposed in the last few lines of Faith:
"So I study my love, I firmly believe that thought will not precede action, action means that thought comes from faith, and labor means faith", especially "action means thought", which can sum up a poetic outline. Ye Mei's poems do not shy away from personal gender identity, especially personal gender identity, but also frankly express many radical words and expressions, as far as her own exploration is concerned. Bell and Drum Nest is a highly completed poem, in which "when the willow sprouts in the fruit of the body/people who are lost in the debate/many doctrines and bridges must be grasped", the poet's reference to politics is casual-political vocabulary seems to be directly introduced into the poet's strange associative dimension because of moderate education. The interesting aspect is that in a few references to politics, the poet implies. On the contrary, just as the description of housewives in poetry does not mean excluding them from the poet's own world, allowing politics to appear in his own poetry and allowing the other party to present themselves as a relationship, it also implies tolerance for the abstract and huge external world and shows the courage to accept politics as a fact and live in it. Just like "walking on slippers in the cloud", the relative gap between the cloud and slippers may be the tension given by heterogeneous words in poetry, and it is also the space where politics (or actions) can freely enter and exit in poetry.
Historical Reflection on Sai Ren (III): Ye Mei, a Bitch.
Ye Mei, born in 8 1, holds a master's degree. Wrote two books of poetry. According to her, she was violently attacked by her ex-boyfriend. So I ran away from home. He also said that seven years of living with his ex-boyfriend also suffered a lot of violence. For seven years, living in a room with a violent maniac, Ye Mei has obviously suffered an unprecedented blow. She endured her ex-boyfriend for seven years with a crucified heart.
Seven years is really a step by step with tears and blood. It is hard for outsiders to imagine how a feminist, a woman with independent personality, independent thinking and independent economic status, survived! It's really admirable. This is an unbearable life for women in 2 1 century.
Finally, one day, Lu said that her ex-boyfriend hit her head with equipment, and her blood was like a big hole! Nobody cares about her and nobody asks her. She was displaced, went to the northeast village of Shenzhen, and found a man to live with for a while. I tried to invite some men to live in her place, but I didn't realize my wish. And the injury of ex-boyfriend has obviously penetrated into the bone marrow!
Later, for the sake of love, Ye Mei's love always came so quickly! I don't know how those seven years of hard life were endured by a bad guy and a violent maniac!
She went to Beijing, met all kinds of poets and told everyone that her ex-boyfriend had hit herself. She is a feminist, and many people are outraged! She also changed many boyfriends nonstop, but broke up soon after falling in love.
She once teased another poet on Douban, but the poet didn't agree. Later, a female poet who didn't know the inside story asked her for the micro-signal of her ex-boyfriend.
By that time, she had run away from home for more than a year.
But there are also micro-signals from ex-boyfriends, as well as micro-signals that hurt her, ravaged her and tortured her. This shows the depth of life.
She gave the girl WeChat, but she fell in love with a vicious ex-boyfriend. Another time I didn't allow myself to attend a poetry party!
This world is so sad! Is it difficult to do justice? She got angry and started her conquest!
Fancy abuse begins.
God said there was light, Ye Mei said there was domestic violence! There is no doubt about it, but anyone who doubts it will be comforted by Ye Mei violently and continuously.
Ye Mei sells poems while looking for * * * to curse her ex-boyfriend! There are so many amphibious stars! I also like violent photos. Although I am still old after Mito, it still breaks out frequently!
Some people say that Ye Mei is crazy! Some people say she is a bitch! Some people say that she still loves her ex-boyfriend, otherwise why do you always mention him? Love begets hate! Some people say that she is seeking justice! Seek the hearts of the people! For example, Ye Mei always threatens those who question her to commit suicide. There are many: if you don't agree with me, I will die for you!
What about a poet in his forties? Why does a woman who has endured violence for seven years suddenly break out? Why does a poet who talks about sex everywhere occupy the moral high ground? Why is a person who paints and curses every day a human being?
These questions are hard to answer! In short, Ye Mei is not a bitch! She is the virgin Mary, who endured seven years of torture! She is a feminist. She won't work for seven years! She's an adult, and she's cursing and venting her anger! She is a mature person, blaming others for her incompetence!
Sometimes, your anger comes from your incompetence! Your unhappiness is due to your immaturity!
People who shit when they see other people's happiness are all shit!
Obviously, Ye Mei didn't come from above. Ye Mei is a good man! Harmless people! Is a man with a bright future!
Please look at the quotation of Ye Mei in the picture.
Reflection on Sai Ren's History (IV): Write two sentences casually.
My first understanding of Ye Mei came from a photo of milosz, the person in charge of her Douban. Based on this reason, I come to the conclusion that she is a person who is not demanding of herself and judges herself by the female value in the universal sense. Later, when I got along with Ye Mei, I found that she was a very energetic person and a person who could bear the rough life. Get up at six or seven o'clock every day, and start to work as an interpreter at your residence or company at eight o'clock, and so do holidays. Set aside enough time every day to "work". I still have a lot of things to do. She has very low requirements for food and eats hot pot with her. She pointed to the hairy belly I ordered and asked what it was. I joked that she was a rougher person than me. After all, I have four drinking cups. Her drinking cup was bought by my mother when she came to see her from the northeast. In my opinion, her attention is focused on thinking and creation, and she is pursuing a leap in spiritual life.
The History of Sai Ren is Ye Mei's second collection of poems, which is sexy, short and powerful. Ye Mei seems to have directly touched various events in her life with her skin. Whether it's daily insomnia or the funeral that I had to face in my childhood, whether my mother sells horses or goes to the market to buy food, it has become a "great moment" in Ye Mei's poems. In a poem called "The World", Ye Mei wrote: Every day, we come and go together in the noise/every day I just pass by the door calmly/I see the face of a mentally retarded boy staring at me like searching for your prey. "The Face of a Mentally Retarded Boy" is inserted into my calm thoughts, which makes me face up to the part of my life that scares me while escaping. I must face it frankly. Whether to leave or face is accurately described in Ye Mei's poems. She seems to be a hunter, focusing on capturing those thrilling moments.
After Proust, the meaning of "memory" has been filled with countless times, but in Ye Mei's poems, we can often get a glimpse of the great significance of memory to a person, and the moment of memory becomes an island of frolicking in Ye Mei's poems, the mark of ghosts, scars and dog teeth. These strange images reconstructed Ye Mei's memory of pain. "Memory is the writing desk bearing fate/We have all stumbled and practiced eternity," Ye Mei wrote.
Reflection on Sai Ren's History (V): Ye Mei is not a bitch.
Ye Mei, born in 8 1, holds a master's degree. Wrote two books of poetry. According to her, she was violently attacked by her ex-boyfriend. So I ran away from home. He also said that seven years of living with his ex-boyfriend also suffered a lot of violence. For seven years, living in a room with a violent maniac, Ye Mei has obviously suffered an unprecedented blow. She endured her ex-boyfriend for seven years with a crucified heart.
Seven years is really a step by step with tears and blood. It is hard for outsiders to imagine how a feminist, a woman with independent personality, independent thinking and independent economic status, survived! It's really admirable. This is an unbearable life for women in 2 1 century.
Finally, one day, according to Ye Mei, she was hit on the head by her ex-boyfriend with an instrument, bleeding profusely! Nobody cares about her and nobody asks her. She was displaced, went to the northeast village of Shenzhen, and found a man to live with for a while. I tried to invite some men to live in her place, but I didn't realize my wish. And the injury of ex-boyfriend has obviously penetrated into the bone marrow!
Later, for the sake of love, Ye Mei's love always came so quickly! I don't know how those seven years of hard life were endured by a bad guy and a violent maniac!
She went to Beijing, met all kinds of poets and told everyone that her ex-boyfriend had hit herself. She is a feminist, and many people are outraged! She also changed many boyfriends nonstop, but broke up soon after falling in love.
She once teased another poet on Douban, but the poet didn't agree.
Later, a female poet who didn't know the inside story asked her for the micro-signal of her ex-boyfriend.
By that time, she had run away from home for more than a year.
But there are also micro-signals from ex-boyfriends, as well as micro-signals that hurt her, ravaged her and tortured her. Visible life is affectionate.
She gave the girl WeChat, but she fell in love with a vicious ex-boyfriend. Another time I didn't allow myself to attend a poetry party!
The world is so miserable! Is it difficult without justice? She got angry and started her conquest!
Fancy abuse begins.
God said there was light, Ye Mei said there was domestic violence! There is no doubt about it, but anyone who doubts it will be comforted by Ye Mei violently and continuously.
Ye Mei sells poems while looking for * * * to curse her ex-boyfriend! There are so many amphibious stars! I also like violent photos. Although I am still old after Mito, it still breaks out frequently!
Some people say that Ye Mei is crazy! Some people say she is a bitch! Some people say that she still loves her ex-boyfriend, otherwise why do you always mention him? Love begets hate! Some people say that she is seeking justice! Seek the hearts of the people! For example, Ye Mei always threatens those who question her to commit suicide. There are many: if you don't agree with me, I will die for you!
What about a poet in his forties? Why does a woman who has endured violence for seven years suddenly break out? Why does a poet who talks about sex everywhere occupy the moral high ground? Why is a person who paints and curses every day a human being?
These questions are hard to answer! In short, Ye Mei is not a bitch! She is the virgin Mary, who endured seven years of torture! She is a feminist. She won't work for seven years! She's an adult, and she's cursing and venting her anger! She is a mature person, blaming others for her incompetence!
Sometimes, your anger comes from your incompetence! Your unhappiness is due to your immaturity!
People who shit when they see other people's happiness are all shit!
Obviously, Ye Mei didn't come from above. Ye Mei is a good man! Harmless people! Is a man with a bright future!
Please look at the quotation of Ye Mei in the picture.